Training hurts. Hurts like hell, but I've had worse. Is it strange that I find it fun both when I succeed and when others do? I like getting hit in cool moves just as much as hitting with them myself.
But muscles hurt afterwards. Hurt a lot. No matter if it's rapier or long-sword, I feel like my whole body just has enough of my stupid ideas.
I wonder if there is something wrong with me sometimes. I get hit, I use various ointment against bruises, and then I come back for more. Despite the bruises, muscle pain and the fact that I usually have to spar against silver medalist of my country who is way over my skill level. It feels like Sisyphean Work.
And yet it brings me joy.
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