Day 151 - The Path Onwards

 

Day 151

 

No Tarot today. Just thoughts throughout the day.

 

Morning, awoke at 7 o'clock which is mighty early for me, even worse that I also awoke around 5 o'clock and wandered around the house for a bit...

 

And in the morning "run automated tests ASAP" message at my work. Changes and fixes to those tests made, but never committed by my co-worker who is off, and who took this task to avoid doing the UAT testing instead. He does that often - takes a week off when the testing time hits.

I recently decided to try a Quareia magic course. My wife gonna try it too, as she was searching for basics anyway. For me it's mostly about going through course and learning something useful, for her it's mostly "I'm a witch anyway, might as well learn to control it". First module is about meditation and we already differ. Meditating with focus on a single point and nothing else is hard for me, easy for her. Meditating with visualisation is easy for me, hard for my wife. In fact I use inner fire meditation with Tummo breath technique to stabilise myself during hard training. I decided to start with notes and journal after my fencing tournament, just in case.

Now that I mentioned tournament. I'm a bit scared. It's the first time I'm going to this kinda party... or maybe not the first time. The thing is I'm not used to this. If I'm honest I grew strongly used to, content and attached to just staying at home and not doing anything big.